Highschool

I’m not terribly fond of it; not that I dislike it by any extent. I’ll miss it when it’s gone.

I do appreciate (and by that I mean laugh at) young kids who brag about things I’m sure they think are impressive but really aren’t.

To be fair, we’re all guilty of it. I do hope I am less guilty than the others, however. I always thought myself above that but then, how do I know?

Also, I love kids who with their yellow belts think they are instantly karate killing machines who can take on anyone.

Ah, to be so young.

 

H1N1

So, it seems as though I have an awful lot to blog about lately, yet there is nothing that has taken a particular shape or form quite yet for a post. However, I have picked a hot topic of the day:

That’s right! We’re talking about the Swine Flu!

My Opinion? This entire topic is completely blown out of proportion. Underneath it all, the H1N1 Virus is simply an influenza. Now, I am by no means saying that an Influenza isn’t something to be concerned or cautious about. However, all that world has essentially done is taken an Influenza and given it a “scary” name with a combination of letters and numbers to create a stir.

Now, I am completely aware of the fact that there are likely hundreds if not thousands of people out there right now that both agree and disagree with what I am saying. I am by no means implying that you don’t have the right to your opinion, by all means disagree with me, however I must get this out there.

This entire thing is beyond ridiculous. These viruses have also existed yet all of a sudden everyone wants to make it into the next pandemic. Furthermore, these vaccinations for the H1N1 Virus are an absolute joke. Between the uncertainty of the actual vaccination itself on a medical basis and the expense, is it really even worth the try? I would never allow for someone to place a needle into my arm while they are unaware as to whether it is medically sound, and this idea stands true even more when it’s dealing with our children. Why on earth would you allow your child(ren) to be given a vaccination while it is still in the process of being declared successful?!?

Oh, and this is all occurring while our Donald Rumsfeld is making approximately 10% of the profit made from these vaccinations…. Is it just me or do these facts just seem a little bit odd to all of you?

So Periph Readers: Here’s your chance! Tell us what you think about the H1N1 Virus. Is it all just exaggerated? Is it the truth? Should we be fearful? Share your thoughts!

Tick Tock

Yes, I am rather aware that this particular title is somewhat odd, yet I think you all get the picture…

Why is it, that it always seems that time is running out?

I personally, am frustrated beyond belief because of a particular situation dealing with me running out of time. Folks, I have just been handed the opportunity of a life time. One of my deepest passions in life is music. I am a dedicated musician, playing three instruments, singing and persevering through theory classes. I love nothing more than to immerse myself into a song…and I have been given the chance of a lifetime to pursue my passion.

That’s right, I have been recommended to play in a Pit Orchestra for a Broadway quality show in my town. Now, I say town for a reason. I live in a city, yet it’s not exactly one of the most well-known spots on the map, and preserves a small town feel. So, as I can assume you know, this is a HUGE chance for me to get my name out there…yet I am still being held back.

I am currently experiencing some scheduling difficulties at my job and I am awaiting a response as to whether they can be resolved. Once I have my answer I will know if I should take part in this present opportunity..yet I must wait upon others to receive my response.

Now I know that most of you who are reading this right now may be pondering as to why I am not just quitting and running with this chance. Yet, I am a responsible gal and I am not wanting to seem ungrateful towards my awesome management where I am currently employed.

*Sigh* Simply, I am overwhelmed. I am grasping at receiving an answer! My time is running thin! Yet, I am trapped where I am watching the time go by…

So tell me readers. Have any of you ever felt that your chances are hanging in the monotonous balance of schedules, and others in your life?

Please share your thoughts with me..maybe you’ll ignite some inspiration for me and my own situation, or who knows. Another post perhaps?

Please let me know what your thinking!

The Place Where Footprints Disappear…

Readers, I was just inspired.

I was listening to the song “Amazing” by Josh Kelly on You tube. I am in a “mushy” kind of mood tonight and feel like listening to a bunch of my favorite love songs.. Anyway, there was a glimpse nearing the end of the video which shows a couple walking down a beautiful beach, there footprints slowly vanishing upon the incoming waves, trailing behind them..

And, well, this has me thinking.

Haven’t we all fantasized about a place like this? The Place Where Footprints Disappear… I personally, have never been to the ocean. I was in LA once, and never had the chance to go to the beach. (I know..I know…)

I have constantly thought about how beautiful it would be to see the ocean for the first time with a special someone. I mean, I don’t know that this is something that will occur the way I have thought of it, but just the thought is so sweet and and makes me sneak in a little smile every time.

Who says teenagers can’t be “deep”?

Truth is, I have attempted to keep my “love life” out of my blogging as much as possible, but I mean don’t people always underestimate this sort of thing? I mean sure, fine, whatever, the whole “walking hand in hand along a beach” thing may seem cliche to all of you right now, but how incredible would it be to for me to finally set my eyes upon the beauty and majesty of the ocean while being with that one person I want to be with? Doesn’t that just make the whole thing even more worth while?

Then again, I understand this because it’s my own personal train of thoughts… which brings up a whole new thought…

Have you ever been in the position where you understand someone in a way that you think no one else does? You know what I mean, that sort of, underlining connection, you’re both aware that it’s there yet it doesn’t even really need to be acknowledged, because you both just feel it?

“It” is so present, yet hidden, but at the same time it’s sort of out there…nearly impossible to explain really. Truthfully, this can be experienced by any two people, it doesn’t have to be a quote on quote “couple”. I mean you can have this sort of connection with a friend, sibling, anyone really. Yet, it seems to much more prominent when it’s shared with someone you have feelings for.

Am I making any sense right now? I hope so… yet you know what they say…”love” is made for fools. Haha, whether this is true or not, have any of you every experienced these rambled thoughts such as myself? If so, please share with me! Go on! Leave an anonymous story, or idea, I’d love to hear your thoughts!

Sincerely,
Floutist

This is Me:

Okay, so lately this three word statement has been flowing through my mind on a nearly continuous basis. I was pondering as to what I am going to do with Periph…especially considering that lately I have been running this operation on my own amongst various other activities.

However, I am not one to give up! So, I have decided to start a “series” if you will. An ongoing set of posts which will revolve around this one statement “This is Me.”

I was realizing recently that I have gone through a lot of personal changes. I am still in my teens and therefore am still going through that fabulous, indescribable stage of life where I am still discovering who I truly am. Needless to say, this is not an overnight process and I have been taking a liking to some things which are somewhat unusual for me.

So here’s how it goes. I am going to ask that every single individual who reads this post, comes across this post or even “skims” through this post, leaves a single statement behind using “This is Me: __________
The statement can be as random as you like, as in-depth as you like, as personable as you like, I have NO preferences whatsoever. (Try to keep it clean though k? ) Therefore, I will start by leaving a few statements dealing with myself, and then I’ll have you all do the rest.

This is a great chance for us to realize just how close we all are underneath it all. Be true! Be free! and most importantly, Have fun! Go for it! I think something amazing can come out of this so go on! Share something!
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This is Me: I would rather wake up to a cloudy, cool, rainy day than a bright sunny one.
: I *just* started to go through a t-shirt fetish, on an extremely belated time frame.
: I truthfully don’t enjoy eating out. I’d much rather make something creative at home.
: Under no circumstances do I ever want a pet.
: I sleep with a dozen pillows and stack them in a certain order to feel like I’m snuggling with someone
: painting is my newest discovery, and I now paint all of the time, and I’m not half bad
: I will always have faith in the smallest of things, such as this blog, that they can indeed make a difference somehow
: there is no such thing as a “skinny” latte
: always sing to your music, whether you’re making people dance, or breaking windows
: I would rather have all of the cramps in the entire universe than to feel bloated for one day.
: I have a pair of fuzzy socks to match every outfit, and yes, I wear them in the summertime.
: There’s no such thing as “I can’t” only “I will try and do my very best”
: remember in all of the craziness to always take care of yourself, cherish your mind and your health. Take the stairs, eat the apple, do yoga!
: prayer is the best cure in life
Now, there will indeed be more to come readers I assure you! However, I NEED YOUR HELP! Please, join in! Spark someone’s imagination! Give us a laugh! Make us cry! I don’t care what you put, just go for it!

A Day Off…

Okay, so tomorrow I have a day off. Well, sort of. As you all know I have been attending summer school and also (news!) I have just recently picked up a second part time job.

Now this new job is filled with really steady hours which I certainly don’t mind. In fact, I am extremely pleased with the amount of hours I have been receiving. However, between summer school and work I am extremely thrilled with the idea of having a Wednesday afternoon/evening all to myself! I have been so busy lately that it just seems like a beautiful gift so have an afternoon to spend with my family Also, I am hoping to finish my painting.

Now this entire scenario has also brought about the idea of what exactly I would do if I had an entire day off and could do anything in the world. We’ve all had days off and done something simple: cleaned the house, went for a stroll, watched movies etc. However, I am talking about if I had a TRUE day off. Unlimited resources to anything, ability to go anywhere. What on earth would I do?

Option One: I could grab a friend and travel somewhere far far away and explore for the day.

Option Two: I could go hike up onto a beautiful mountain peak and do a prolonged prayer, yoga and creativity session.

Option Three: I could go 10 years into the future and live for a day just to get a peak of what my life will be like…

The list goes on and on and on. So needless to say, I have NO clue what I would do with myself! Here brings the question, what would YOU do? If you had an entire day off from everything and had unlimited resources around the globe…what would you do? Who would you bring with? Where would you go?

Go on! Periph! Tell us all about it! I would love to hear from you all! Comment on anything at all! Thanks!

Logarithms

So I know that it has become rather apparent that neither James or myself have been blogging recently. My apologies, but time can just slip through your fingers so quickly.

Now, when regarding my title, it truly does answer your inquiries as to where I have been. Yes folks, I hate to say it but I am indeed taking summer school. If that isn’t good enough for you, I am taking Math 30 Pure in summer school.

I know, I know. It seems absolutely ridiculous right? Right. You’re correct. It certainly is. Now don’t get me wrong, I have the utmost respect for my instructor and I understand that I need the course to get into college etc etc etc. Seriously though, Logarithms? C’mon!

Logarithm…first of all it’s a ridiculous term. I mean really think about it, Log-Rhythm. Next, what is it for? I mean the entire idea of a Logarithm is to represent an exponent. Just WRITE the exponent. Also, when am I ever going to need to know how to isolate x in an exponent operation alongside various “logs” and other numbers? Never….

Anyway, thank you for giving me the time to rant. I certainly needed it. 3 hours of homework and I’ve gotten nowhere… haha but such is life right?

Ouch.

Alright, so I know that the word “ouch” is a simplistic word which is usually only used in situations requiring physical pain. However, I have a friend who uses this term frequently when discussing a variety of topics. This entire use of the word Ouch has inspired me to not only out of habit, use it myself, but to also simply brainstorm all of the strange occurrences that I have been through which allow me to use this word.

You can reply with an “ouch” to the following:

- You are swishing with mouthwash prior to going out on a Friday night. While you are loading up your equipment for band practice you decide to simply spit out the remaining mouthwash onto your front lawn assuming no one well notice. Suddenly you hear a car door close and you realize that your neighbor just left his vehicle and saw the whole thing…ouch.

- While baking delicious treats in your kitchen you open the baking cupboard to look for something. Absent- mindedly you forget about the opened cupboard door and attempt to talk through the door way. Meanwhile, your forehead collides with the cupboard door…ouch!

- Playing twister at a party while wearing a sequined tank top…ouch, ouch, ouch…

- Attempting to “hint” to someone that you are attracted to them and receiving the complete opposite of the answer you were expecting…ouch.

- Smiling from ear to ear after writing a math test. You know that you aced it! You completed the test in half of the time you normally need. When inquiring about your mark the teacher tells you that “You blew it.”, yet you are dense enough to laugh assuming they are joking with you. They aren’t. You failed. Ouch.

- Leaving your boyfriend in means of trying to preserve your friendship. Not wanting to leave on an angry note you discuss breaking up with him, no denials from his part. He no longer talks to you, acknowledges your presence or respond to your comments during conversations with your group of friends. Ouch.

- Sleeping on a trampoline with your friend for a “sleepover camp out”, waking up and not being able to feel your hip on the one side. Ouch.

- Wearing a beautiful sundress to school and feeling gorgeous all day. However, you end up forgetting to wear sunscreen that day and receive a 2nd degree sunburn which peels and flakes everywhere for the next few weeks. Ouch..

- Dressing up as a “gold digger” for a murder mystery party and when your Mother comes to pick you up she confesses that she had to park a block away because of traffic. Ouch!

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50 Posts!

Well folks here we are! Periph has just published it’s 50th post! Now I know that this may seem somewhat “unprofessional” of me to celebrate this small victory, but shouldn’t I?

I never truly thought that I would ever be writing on a blog, let alone one with readers. So because we have made it this far I would just like to thank all of you who have taken the time out to read our posts. I hope that James and I have been able to provide you all with some thoughts for your days and hopefully a few laughs as well .

Also, thank you James for being such an awesome co-blogger! I’ve really enjoyed writing with you and looking forward to the next 50 posts!

If any readers have any recommendations, ideas or topics you would like to see on Periph please let us now and both James and myself will work on it ASAP.

Thanks again!

The Curious Case of Benjamin Button

Now to be completely honest, I am not one for movie reviews. I think that films tend to touch all different people in all different ways. For me “The Curious Case of Benjamin Button” was not only one of the most unique films I have watched in a while but it also made me think about relationships in their entirety and just how strange they can truly be.

Also, what defines a relationship? Some relationships are bound by titles; Mother, Father, Sister etc and those “relationships” exist whether you wish for them to or not. However, other relationships seem to be created through time. Once knowing someone for an extent of time, you tend to create a relationship with them simply because of familiarity not due to want. And then of course there are the most special relationships of all, the relationships which are created simply because of an unexplained attraction to the one another. These relationships don’t have to be a specific kind of attraction. It can be an attraction to their mind, presence, essence, attitude, the possibilities are endless really.

This last idea of mine would have to by why I was so drawn to the movie. It isn’t very often that one watches a film which is completely based around “strange” unexplained relationships. Now if you haven’t watched this enticing film I will give you a slight background for the sake of understanding this post. Benjamin is born during the early 1900’s, but is born in his 80’s. If you will, he grows in reverse. Now Benjamin (played by Brad Pitt) is abandoned and adopted by a young woman who is simply drawn to him. Again an undefined relationship simply because of an attraction.

Also Benjamin ends up being attracted to a young girl when he is still “elderly”. However, the odd thing would be that at the time Benjamin is technically about the same age as the young woman at the time. Ironic really..yet they are both completely in awe of one another for unexplainable reasons. Also, there relationship continues to grow throughout the film.

Now I am truthfully not going to discuss the technicalities of the film itself, but simply elaborate on the incredible idea of such relations. I believe that these relationships develop all of the time. However, we either push them aside because we are afraid of trusting our unconscious judgment, or we ignore how strong the “attraction” is and still proceed with caution anyway. It is an instantaneous reaction for one to drawn away from a “pull” towards someone because we always have the worst in mind and fear that we are going to “creep them out”. Why shouldn’t we just go with it? I mean, be sensible yes, but at the same point why not pursue a friendship? Growing in familiarity? A simple conversation? Could it really hurt?

I find that in some cases we don’t need to understand everything. I mean does it matter why you feel drawn towards growing in familiarity with someone? Just take the chance.